Category: disapointing
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Sunday Thoughts…
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I am so glad to have come to the end of a very dismal week. A week where I couldn’t quite get going, or know the reason why. A week where I have been doing a lot of thinking, trying to figure out the best way forward through the constant pain. I gave up a…
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The Darker side of me…
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The Darker side of me… I never knew I had a dark side, not really. I do remember having these small snarky feelings when I was a child, towards the latest person to tick me off or stand me in the corner. I am a good-natured person, I have found that life is usually better…
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No two days are the same…
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As a child, I could rely on the weather and the seasons. It was always warm and sunny in the Summer and cold and invariably wet in the Winter. At least, that is how I remember it. It was comforting to know where you were and what to expect, that any deviations would always keep…
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Another Day from Hell…
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Yesterday turned out to be a nightmare. From the moment I staggered across the office to my Windows PC, everything I touched went wrong, failed to load, or couldn’t be found. I am not a lover of technology, but as long as it does what it says on the tin, I can usually cope well…
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Imposter Syndrome anyone?
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The minute I opened my eyes this morning, I knew what had been bothering me for some time now. I had been wondering why everything seems so different these days. This year has been a nightmare for me, but I never once thought it might be me who ended up changing. When this thought occurred…
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State of Affairs
It could easily become misery city around here these days. For months, my sister has been taking good care of me and coping very well in unfamiliar circumstances. Unfortunately, all of this has taken its toll, and in some respects, she is now almost in a similar situation as me. We are doing most things…
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Living Deliberately?
I have literally had dozens of jobs, but none were a perfect fit. Some came close, and I remember being quite successful with some of them. Painter and decorator, upholsterer, dressmaker, craft shop owner. Wedding dress designer, and many office and retail jobs. I have worked behind the counter in the post office, and the…
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Silent Sunday…
Last week was an inglorious mix of happy and sad, anger and joy. I wonder what this coming week has in store for us. Like this beautiful cat, I don’t really want to know what happens next, but can’t stop myself from having a peek! Enjoy the rest of the weekend, folks. I know I…
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What have I been up to?
Considering I am nowhere near as strong as I was, I have been rather busy of late. Now, don’t get me wrong, I love to be busy, but constructively, if possible. Well, that hasn’t been possible, even with the best will in the world. And I like to think my will is as good as…
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Macro Monday…
I have spent the last few days trying to organise my mess of an office… Since being incapacitated, and that’s one way of describing it, I have been doing my best. Stumbling around like a pensioner at a picnic, never quite getting to grips with anything like I used to. Consequently, there were piles of…