It is gloomy outside today, and despite having the light on in my office, it feels pretty gloomy in here too. I keep pushing all those negative thoughts and feelings away, but they don’t go far, sneaking back whenever I try to think of better things.
Much as I hate to admit, I think the solution might be to stop struggling. Stop trying to carry on as usual, trying to create a little bit of normal. All though I appear to have forgotten what it looks like, or where I left it.
A patient soul by nature, I have a feeling that finally having a hospital appointment date to aim for, might just have made the waiting worse. I have tried to relax and rest, stop worrying about my lack of progress in the writing and book promotion world, to no avail. I have to at least try to keep busy.
So, it might not be much, but I will show up the best I can , and when I can…
I thank all of you for your support… 💖💖💖
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