Standing on the edge of the abyss
Dark river below
Do I, don’t I jump
See what lies on the other side
For a moment it was like flying
Before the dark water cradled my body
My mind caught in a vortex
Why am I not dead?
Am I to remain trapped?
In watery darkness for eternity?
Did my soul take the leap?
Is my body standing, looking over the abyss?
Can each live on, separate
Is my body empty of all it once knew
Will my soul journey on?
Learn more than the world knows today
Will I come back to my body with new ideas?
Changing myself, the world I will then inhabit
Would it be better to remain?
in the soft womb like darkness
Free from pain, decision
If I am to know, I must fight my way back…