I almost deleted our website yesterday, as I was so tired of the endless struggling and getting nowhere.
I knew something had to give, and thought it would be me. Still could be me, I suppose.
I was quite prepared to struggle on, trying to make everything work, but sadly, this doesn’t seem to be possible.
It was while I was desperately trying to sort out our website that I began to realise something. Where had all the fun gone?
I have run this website for nearly fifteen years, and loved blogging and meeting and getting to know so many people, but lately, the struggle is getting to be too much. I am not getting anything else done, and I am not happy about that.
When I told Anita that I was thinking of deleting our website, she was horrified. ‘What about all our followers?’ she said.
My sister always knows what I should do, not always with my approval, but this time I know she was right.
So the struggle for perfection continues…
I will get there in the end, you know…
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