Didn’t see that coming!
The long-awaited appointment to check out these awful headaches and earaches finally arrived, but I wasn’t ready for what happened next.
The doctor checked my ears and shoved a camera up my nose, and you’re right, it wasn’t very pleasant. He asked a few questions and then dropped the bombshell. There was something inside my head that was causing all of these problems, he said, and they would need an MRI to track it down.
None of this registered straight away, and it was only later that I understood what he meant. I won’t say the word, as I only half believe it, and saying that word aloud would make it far too real.
Yesterday, I had the worst pain in my head so far, leaving me stripped of the ability to read, think or do anything else for that matter. I later found out that the waiting list for an MRI was forty weeks, and at that point, I wanted to crawl away and die in a corner.
As you can imagine, I didn’t want to do anything, I mean, what was the point? Not that I was having any luck anyway. Just clearing the emails every morning was draining enough.
So my appearances here will be spasmodic, although I am just as stubborn and determined as ever. Please God, that will never change.
Today was the first clear-headed day for ages. Sorry for more bad news, but thank you so much for listening…
Love Jaye
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