When I woke up this morning, I didn’t feel that well and wasn’t looking forward to another long day of depression and struggle.
These days, my determination has to be hiding behind the door, for I have not seen hide nor hair of it in weeks. Almost everything has been bumped, placed on hold until a minor miracle in the head department occurs.
I have been looking at the current work in progress, more because I feel so guilty if I don’t. It was while I was browsing online that I came across an article on marketing.
As I read it, it was like a rocket going off, igniting my enthusiasm at last. I spent the rest of the day catching up on everything: books, reviews, and research. One thing shone brighter than all the rest, though: we need a newsletter! We had one before my collapse, but it was very complicated, and I gave up on it.
I hope this long-awaited surge of determination will last long enough for me to get somewhere, but I am more than grateful for its arrival. (and if my muse is out there reading this, it could be time you showed up too!)
I may not have enough time to do everything that I want to do, but I have my fingers crossed…
Leave a Reply