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Back at the beginning of the year, bloggers were choosing their keywords for the year.

Hope, courage, and progress were just a few of the most popular themes. I was too busy wondering what my year would be like considering what the old year had graced us with.

March has just ended, and a strange word has entered my head. A word I have never liked, for it sums up most of the worst times of my life. This word has probably taken up residence because I reach my 8oth birthday soon, a birthday I have often wondered if I would reach. So, the word ‘nearly’ has been at the back of my mind for a while. Whether this has influenced the rest of my life, or just a coincidence that so many other aspects of my life are hovering at ‘nearly’ too?

I have so many projects that are nearly finished, so many ideas that haven’t reached the conclusion. When I was a child, I loved that story of the little train who thought he could. The one who tried so hard while chanting, “I think I can.”

This little train has pulled me through some awkward and difficult situations, but there is no sign of him these days.

I hope that when I reach that milestone (millstone) birthday, ‘nearly’ will fade away completely…

Will ‘I think I can’ turn into ‘I know I can’ again?

Quotation…

“Sometimes, when things are falling apart, they may actually be falling into place…”


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13 responses to “Nearly…”

  1. Profound thoughts usually arise before birthdays – especially when we’re on the other side of middle age. :)

    1. Whatever it is, it’s making me feel weird…

  2. Birthdays are fascinating, they force us to think through things we generally avoid. Happy almost birthday! 🎁

    1. Thanks Pooja, I am going to try and not think this year, just enjoy the day! 💖

  3. What a thought-full post, Jaye. I hope that nearly becomes “I can” and then “I did it!” Happy Nearly 80th!

    1. It won’t be for the want of trying, Diana. That’s for sure…

  4. Love the quote!

  5. Happy Almost 80th Birthday!

    1. Thank you, Cindy… you are the first to say that! 💖

  6. Congratulations on your soon to be 80th.. I so know the feeling about unfinished projects and trying to cram as much as we can into a day…. I hope you manage to fulfil them all.. Lots of love to you… Sue xx

  7. This could be me. Just passed my 80th Birthday, many projects ‘nearly’ finished.
    Health going downhill. I feel 100% when indoors, but I suddenly have problems when walking any distance. Like 300 yards. My breathing becomes laboured as if I’ve just run a marathon, and my legs, especially my hips, hurt. This has all happened in a few weeks!
    I sympathise with you, as you pass this milestone, but we must be grateful that we’ve reached it. Many don’t. My father died at aged 39, my father-in-law at 53, my brother-in-law at 67, another brother-in-law at 49. It goes on.
    I can’t help thinking about what I’ll do in the future and planning my next books.
    Keep on being positive!

    1. It is becoming harder to stay positive, Vivienne. I don’t understand why I feel so out of sorts… It seems to have happened so quickly…

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