I am sitting in a chair by the window in QA Hospital. I like to sit here while the nurses put the ward back into daytime mode.
The sun is shining full pelt today,and I am enjoying watching the people coming and going in the road beneath the window. This tells me that out there, the world turns as normal.
Outside the window, a young tree is preparing to bloom. I cannot tell what it is as there are no leaves, but the buds are white, so it could be a fruit tree. All of this is a painfully sad reminder that once again, I have not been able to walk outside my house to check on my bonsai.
It is on sunny days like this that I like to walk around my own garden, see how everything is doing. For the second time, I won’t be able to see if all my bonsai made it through the winter, but maybe I can soon.
My diagnosis for collapsing came in a hurry, but all the why’s and wherefore are dragging their heels. I am normally on the ball when it comes to my health, but there is only so much you can do when faced with such long waiting lists. I mean, I might not have become so bad had I not had to wait so long.
Consequently, I have three problems. One I had no clue I had before. All the doctors have to do now, is decide what to do about them.
I would have written sooner but my phone isn’t playing ball . Just in case I am here much longer , I have ordered a laptop so I can work properly and more often…
Lots of love from Jaye Marie 💖💖
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