The words of Anita’s poem today, What Remained, have set me thinking.
Really thinking, something I don’t think I have been doing much of lately.
I have a really good built-in autopilot, so sometimes I don’t need to switch my brain on, and most of the time it works well, especially if I don’t feel well. (Like lately!) Just don’t ask me what I have been doing all day, because I won’t be able to tell you!
I must be getting better, for I am definitely thinking.
Those words have me wondering what will come after I have gone. Have I created anything worth being remembered for?
I like to think I have done my best so far, even though the last two years have been a nightmare, coping with the pandemic, being a carer and everything else… but it doesn’t seem like the best to me, so I think that is what my brain is trying to tell me.
I know from past experience that it is possible to create anything with enough determination, even when it feels impossible.
However, it is never easy, and the only reason I mention it is that I remember how I felt afterwards. I think I need to feel that again, so planning a think up weekend to see what I can come up with…
I hope everyone has a wonderful weekend, with lots of good things and great thoughts!