
Waiting five weeks for the MRI was bad enough, then we had to wait for the results, so when the telephone rang, our hopes soared.
Our hopes quickly dived again when it wasn’t the results, just the Cardiac Failure nurse, ringing to make an appointment to visit and run checks on Anita’s progress.
When she arrived, complete with plastic apron, gloves and mask, she proceeded to carry out a barrage of tests in our living room, including Anita’s blood pressure, both sitting and standing, a full ECG, breathing monitored and then a ton of questions about the medication and how she was feeling.
The nurse seemed quite pleased with her findings, but changed several medications, according to instruction from the consultant.
There were so many questions I wanted to ask, but I knew instinctively that she probably couldn’t answer them. The only thing that can do that will be the results of the MRI.
In the six weeks since Anita’s heart attack, she has become stronger and is able to continue pretty much as normal. She gets very out of breath going upstairs, and this is a strong indication that she still has a long way to go.
After the nurse left, I had a look at the copy of the paper readout from the ECG machine, and I have to say that I have never seen a reading that bad. The familiar, normal spikes were non-existent.
I am quite familiar with heart patterns, due to my own heart attack a few years ago, and this one resembled nothing I had ever seen before.
Printed at the end of the printout were the machines conclusions and the words myocardial damage said it all. Among all the technical jargon was the word aberrant, which I knew meant deviating from what is normal. At that point, I would have given my eye teeth to know how badly Anita’s heart is damaged and/or what the MRI found…
I really hope to have better news soon…
Oh, Jaye. Waiting is dreadful, and the words you read and understood were worrisome. I wish Anita all the best, and hope you have some positive news.
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Working with crossed fingers is becoming very difficult, but we should hear something soon!
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That is good!
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I’m hoping for better news too. Waiting is really hard, but keep your spirits up. I’ll be thinking of you both. ❤
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Thank you, Diana. Everyone is being so kind and supportive. I don’t know what I would have done without you all…
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Waiting sucks, big time!!! … good to hear Anita’s on an even-ish keel though. I’m keeping those candles alight.
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Thank you, Widds!
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I share your hope, Jaye.
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Thank you, John!
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I will be thinking of you both, and sending whatever positive thoughts and energy I can muster.
Best wishes as always, Pete. x
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So kind of you, Pete!
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Not at all. I was most concerned by your news.
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Bless you!
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The waiting is awful… and cannot be doing either of you any good. Take care of yourselves…both of you xx
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We are doing our best, all things considered, Sue…
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I am encouraged that she is doing somewhat better, and share your frustration on having to wait for more definitive answers. Sending good thoughts and well wishes to both of you. 🌸💗🌸
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Thank you so much, Jo…
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Thinking of you both during this trying time!
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Thanks Becky…
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Oh, Jaye, I’m so sorry. Waiting can be excoriating. I’ll be praying for good results, and for strength for both you and Anita.
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Thank you, Mae, it means so much…
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Will continue to keep Anita in my prayers. And you too. God’s strength and love be your armour. God bless.🙏🏻🌹🌹🌹
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Thank you so much!
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So sorry for you all. The waiting is so frustrating. Sending hugs and love and all good wishes your way xx ❤️
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So kind, Harmony!
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Praying for Anita AND you, Jaye! I hope you have some answers soon, and that they are better than you fear. Please take good care of yourself, too. My thoughts are with you both! 🙂 ❤
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Thank you so much, Marcia!
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Hoping the results come in soon. That’s maddening that you have to wait.
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Thanks for thinking of us, Craig!
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Sam’s brother-in-law had a heart attack about 15 years ago. He’s on several medications for life, and it took him at least a year (maybe longer) to recover from the debilitating fatigue it gave him. He had to change his diet to low fat and always works on keeping his cholesterol down. Sending Anita my best wishes for a speedy recovery.
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Thank you for the reassurance, Stevie. Good to know about Sam’s brother!
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