Then I am courageous. It has been an unrelenting slog – with 9 days more to go before surgery, and I hope they have finally finished requesting more tests.
I’m still standing, but sure I’m going to make a decision simply because I can’t stand to repeat any of this – the unrelenting part. Which there is a 50/50 chance or so of having to do if I make the choice I’d prefer. Pray for wisdom.
You need someone like Anita’s son. When she had her major heart attack, we were not being kept informed of anything. He planted himself in the hospital heart department and refused to move until someone explained everything to him… Keep your chin up, Alicia. we are all rooting for you!
Anita Dawes and Jaye Marie 
Then I am courageous. It has been an unrelenting slog – with 9 days more to go before surgery, and I hope they have finally finished requesting more tests.
I’m still standing, but sure I’m going to make a decision simply because I can’t stand to repeat any of this – the unrelenting part. Which there is a 50/50 chance or so of having to do if I make the choice I’d prefer. Pray for wisdom.
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I wouldn’t like to have to rely on instinct at a time like this… How is your wisdom, Alicia?
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Too tired to know. I can’t seem to get a break, or rest. Stress is a big part of it, even when you manage it consciously: you can’t eliminate it.
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Too physically exhausted and stressed for instinct or wisdom. Will have video visit with doctor Monday morning – she may be able to help.
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Make a list of your questions, as I always seem to forget to ask the important ones…
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Yes’m. I have been sending short NUMBERED messages to the Stanford group. Wish they would answer in the same way – something always gets missed.
I am so tired, and fearful I’ll miss something important and I will be the one to pay.
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You need someone like Anita’s son. When she had her major heart attack, we were not being kept informed of anything. He planted himself in the hospital heart department and refused to move until someone explained everything to him… Keep your chin up, Alicia. we are all rooting for you!
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Thanks – I will make sure husband and eldest daughter are nudges.
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good that you have people on your side, Alicia… XX
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Interesting quote. Have a beautiful weekend that takes no courage at all to bear. 😉 Hugs on the wing.
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