There is nothing to fear, but fear itself…

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The demon inside the machine…

It’s official, I hate my laptop. I would go so far as to say that I hate all computers. The laptop is one of those touch screen ones, and apparently, I have the wrong kind of finger. And it’s not just the one, I have tried them all. The slightest touch has things flying about all over the place, and then there are those other times when I can stab at the screen like a maniac and absolutely nothing happens.

The demon that inhabited the main computer that has now gone to the PC heaven in the sky seems to have moved into the laptop, doing all kinds of things that are totally out of my control. If anything finally kills my dream of being a reasonably successful author, it will be a computer of some sort. My ageing brain is no longer capable of the kind of mindless patience (or insane tolerance) that is needed to use them.

I am convinced they are here to drive us all insane, starting with me. And as for using it in the garden, which was the plan, no such luck!

I thought this would be such a brilliant idea, combining two of the things I love most in this world, writing, and gardening, but when I tried it the screen faded so badly, I couldn’t see a thing!

Just when I thought life couldn’t get any worse…

It has occurred to me that it is quite possible, or more than likely probable, that the weird things my PC has been doing of late, might just mean something is dying inside that metal box. And if I am right, this could mean it will be giving up the ghost just when it is most inconvenient. With this thought firmly lodged in my by now worrying itself into a coma brain, I toddled off to Amazon to see how much a replacement would cost. I was pleasantly surprised to learn that I can get a certified refurbished Dell for literally peanuts. Windows 10, 64 bit and all the basics.

Panic over, I could handle it, whenever ‘it’ decided to reveal itself.

Now if I could just get my head around all these new improvements that are taking place at most of the sites I regularly use, there might be some danger of progress being made around here…

Once more with feeling…

For some reason that I haven’t managed to figure out yet, the muse has wandered off again. I haven’t added to the word count on WIP, or written any blog posts either for what seems like a long time, but is probably only a day or two. I keep getting these blank moments and I’m trying not to equate them to my old age or the dreaded D word. It crossed my mind that whatever is wrong with the PC might just be contagious, as I also get long periods of quiet in my head, a bit like being becalmed at sea in a boat. Not that I mind any of this weirdness, as it sure makes a change from depression…


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  1. Raksha Mitruka Avatar

    I can relate but sometimes taking a break is fine. Your post title is very attractive it is said by William o Douglas and it was part of my textbook so I remember it very well. This is one of my favorite saying coz its says all in few words. This is my first time here but not last as far as I think coz I loved it. You are very natural and there is be yourself element in your post.

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  2. C.S.I Avatar

    If you are like me, I keep thinking when I was younger without computers, how much simpler life was. Then I remember all the calluses on my fingertips and realize these computers aren’t so bad after all.

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    1. Books & Bonsai Avatar

      Yes, progress isn’t all bad, thank goodness!

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  3. Prabhat Mitra Avatar

    You have such a huge collection of world class writing books that may not be possible to cover in our lifetime. but we will try todo what best we can.

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  4. John W. Howell Avatar

    I think it may be a conspiracy. I haven’t touched my WIP since July 15th ARRRRRRRRRGGGG

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    1. Books & Bonsai Avatar

      I think it’s the past year having it effect on us, John…

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      1. John W. Howell Avatar

        Me too. I have PCTS. (Post Covide Trauma Syndrom) Nothing seems important especially finishing a book.

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        1. Books & Bonsai Avatar

          A dear friend of mine was always telling me ‘that everything is important, but nothing is very important…’ This is certainly very true at the moment, John…

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          1. John W. Howell Avatar

            I like that, Jaye. I’m going to keep that thought going forward. Thanks. 😊

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            1. Books & Bonsai Avatar

              You’re very welcome, John…

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  5. -Eugi ☕️ Avatar

    I can relate! Many a time, I’ve had the urge to throw my computer off our second-story balcony. Touch screens aren’t my cup of tea, however, I still have my share of computer woes. I bought a refurbished Dell from Amazon in 2020 to be used when we travel. It’s smaller than my main laptop and lightweight. Well, we haven’t traveled yet but I have no regrets about buying the Dell because it is a great backup laptop. My main laptop is about 3 months old with a 17-inch screen and I just downloaded the beta version of Windows 11 on it. So far, so good. So now we are a 4 computer family and it’s like having four 2-year-olds that don’t behave. lol Good luck with your computer!

    Btw, I don’t use Microsoft Word, I use Libre Office Writer – It’s free and more private. However, I think you can turn off the feature that premeditates what you are going to type in Microsoft Word.

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    1. Books & Bonsai Avatar

      I often think of changing, as Word is so expensive…

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      1. -Eugi ☕️ Avatar

        It is expensive especially when you can get basically the same thing for free. You can download LibreOffice Writer from the internet.

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        1. Books & Bonsai Avatar

          I have been putting this decision off for a while now, sometimes it is better to keep the devil you know, but it could be time to step up!

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          1. -Eugi ☕️ Avatar

            I’m not trying to sway you. I love Microsoft Word but I don’t like paying for it. I had it for years, even when I was employed and it’s an excellent program, no doubt. It took a while for me to seek other word processors. Do what works for you.

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            1. Books & Bonsai Avatar

              Unfortunately, my brain isn’t very adventurous these days, I have to use a cattle prod to get it moving!

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  6. Widdershins Avatar

    I can’t think of anything worse than jousting with a computer where I have to keep on touching the damn screen. I can mess things up quite nicely with just a keyboard. :D …
    I hope your mojo/groove/muse gets her/his arse into gear and gets back to work soon.

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    1. Books & Bonsai Avatar

      I am a very patient soul, but it’s getting a bit thin these days, Widds…

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      1. Widdershins Avatar

        Sending you some interwebz hugs.

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        1. Books & Bonsai Avatar

          and very welcome they are too, Widds…

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  7. petespringerauthor Avatar

    I so get this. I spend more time on the computer than doing anything else in a typical day. Some of the letters on my desktop computer are worn off, but the laptop is so darn sensitive. Nothing like trying to type “the” and ending up with ttthhhhhee. 🤣

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    1. Books & Bonsai Avatar

      and as for this new toy that Microsoft Word have added to their toy box, the one that premeditates what you are about to type… Grrrh!

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  8. OIKOS™- Art, Books & more Avatar

    I hope you are feeling better now. Great to read you found a way out. Dont worry! One of my side hustles is “computers”, since over 20 years. Every day i am surprised about new problems, i need to solve. In case of emergency i have an old portable typewriter. Lol Have a nice weekend! xx Michael

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    1. Books & Bonsai Avatar

      It always manages to be resolved, but you just can’t trust them…

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  9. Steve Tanham Avatar

    Righteous anger, Jaye. Glad you found a way out! 😎

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    1. Books & Bonsai Avatar

      One of these days I will kill a machine!

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      1. Steve Tanham Avatar

        Did you ever listen to Woody Allen’s after-dinner sketch where he lined up all his appliances for ‘therapy’? Worth search for if you’ve never heard it! And will make you feel a lot better…

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        1. Books & Bonsai Avatar

          Sounds wonderful, I like that I am not alone in this, Steve…

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  10. Stevie Turner Avatar

    Just write when you feel like it. You don’t have to write something every day.

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    1. Books & Bonsai Avatar

      I know, but I miss wanting to!

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