I was really looking forward to the start of a new week and hopefully a better week.
The sun was shining this morning, so I thought I was in with a chance. A chance to finally reach the bottom of the pile of jobs that has been slowly growing.
I wasn’t sure if it was my imagination or if I really had been slowing down lately. I must be, for I know I am no longer as efficient as I once was. This has led to a growing sense of inadequacy, something I am having trouble coping with.
Apart from anything else, I am struggling to be a part-time carer, as my sister needs more help these days. It has to be me, for there isn’t anyone else. The family does offer, but they have busy lives, and I am coping. It’s not so bad, it keeps me moving, at least.
From where I sit, the one thing that isn’t suffering neglect is my writing, and knowing this brings me so much joy.
Of course, I think the main reason I have been slowing down is my desperate search for an exercise routine that will make me much fitter and ready for surgery. This has been more important than anything else, but I think I have managed to find one, although it seems far too gentle to produce results.
Hopefully, I will have better news next week…
Love to all,
Jaye 💖💖
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