What does normal look like?

I am trying to look and feel like a normal person today…

Failing miserably of course, as I can’t walk, but the thought is there.

I saw a flash of green through my window this morning. Such a glorious colour.

Spring is well under way, isn’t it?

Then I caught the blue of my water bottle, gleaming in the light, as if trying to tell me something. My memory has more holes than a colander, so it would have to try very hard.

I have been talking to my very wrinkled koi fish lately, on my wrinkled old hand and it occurred to me that he hasn’t been outside to play for ages, instead of keeping me company in here.

I see the consultant this week, and I wonder if he has figured out what’s wrong with me yet?

So far, I have refused to consider that there might be another way out of this, but something has woken up and wants to be heard…

PS I have had to relearn everything, so please be patient with me?


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  1.  Avatar

    Good luck, tomorrow. I really hope they know the cause of these distressing problems and can do something to make them go away very quickly. Not being able to walk can make you feel so isolated, but you still find pleasure in the spring. Re-learning is good – no matter how long it takes to recapture something, it’s worth it. I know you’re not a person to give up! ♥

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    1. Jaye Marie and Anita Dawes Avatar

      Well, they now know the cause and its not clever. I was an eyelash away from being paralysed, but there was a few things I could do. Yes it was down to me! They had a magic pill that would numb the squashed nerve, but I had to follow an exercise regime religiously until the pill kicked in.
      So, I still can’t walk but I know that I will. and not to far away!

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  2. acflory Avatar

    Massive hugs from Downunder. I hope the specialist finds out what’s wrong and gets it fixed asap. Thanks for letting us know how things are going. Fingers and toes crossed for you.

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    1. Jaye Marie and Anita Dawes Avatar

      Thanks Meeks, it’s lovely to be touching base again. Hopefully, all this will be a memory soon, fingers crossed! 💖

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      1. acflory Avatar

        We’re with you! -hugs-

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        1. Jaye Marie and Anita Dawes Avatar

          so good to know, Meeks…💖

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  3. Widdershins Avatar

    Big hugs, m’dear … and black cat smooches and soft head boops.

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    1. Jaye Marie and Anita Dawes Avatar

      Hugs are most welcome, and been a while since I had a cat smooch and soft head boops as we still miss our little guy… Thanks for the card too, it made my morning wonderful! 💖💖

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  4. John W. Howell Avatar

    So glad to see your post. Let’s hope there are answers on Thursday.

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    1. Jaye Marie and Anita Dawes Avatar

      there had better be, as I’m really fed up being out of action…

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  5. Annette Rochelle Aben Avatar

    You got this and you got US! <3 xxx

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    1. Jaye Marie and Anita Dawes Avatar

      Thank you so much, Annette… means more than you know…💜

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  6. robbiesinspiration Avatar

    I wondered what had happened? I’m not sure if it’s your hip or something else but I hope you improve.

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    1. Jaye Marie and Anita Dawes Avatar

      I’m not really sure what happened, Robbie. all I know is that its still here. Hopefully, it will go back where it came from… I see the consultant on Thursday, so I might get some answers…

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      1. robbiesinspiration Avatar

        I hope the pain goes. I posted my review of Folly’s End a few weeks ago.

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        1. Jaye Marie and Anita Dawes Avatar

          I cannot seem to find it, Robbie. Where did you put it?

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  7. Esther Chilton Avatar

    Take care and take it step by step 💗

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    1. Jaye Marie and Anita Dawes Avatar

      Good advice Esther, and I will be taking your advice… Bless you!

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    1. Jaye Marie and Anita Dawes Avatar

      Well, at the moment I think it must be me, at least I’m hoping… Thanks for your good wishes!

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  8. Darlene Avatar

    I am so pleased to see you back here. I have been worried. Sending hugs. ❤️❤️

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    1. Jaye Marie and Anita Dawes Avatar

      You and me both, but hopefully I am back to normal… Hugs are very welcome, Darlene…

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  9. V.M.Sang Avatar

    Did I miss something? I’m so sorry you are unwell. Just keep on and I’m sure things will come back.

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    1. Jaye Marie and Anita Dawes Avatar

      Thats what I am praying for, Vivienne…

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  10. Violet Lentz Avatar

    I’m just glad to see you here! One foot in front of the other.

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    1. Jaye Marie and Anita Dawes Avatar

      It’s not over yet, if it ever does, but I am here!

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