Already I am not enjoying 2020 much.
I don’t feel right and my brain is refusing to do anything constructive. Inspiration seems to be on holiday, and if I get any slower, I’ll be at a standstill.
The results of the mammogram I had just before Christmas hasn’t arrived yet, and until they do, I always fear the worse and this is probably affecting everything else.
Various appliances around the house are playing up and the kitchen light died last week. It’s one of those circular fluorescent tube lights and finding any replacement tubes is getting difficult. I really should replace it but can’t face doing it now.
So, the only light we have in the kitchen comes from the cooker hood, which is not ideal. You risk being poisoned in our house this week as I cannot see what I’m doing!
And can you guess how many times I have switched on the light and waited for it to come on?
The internet is being its usual annoying self, and I am getting so tired of nothing working the way it’s supposed to.
And finally, I have made an appointment at the opticians, as my eyes are tired, and the headaches are getting worse. I worry that they did something wrong when the cataract was removed last year, so best to get it checked out.
But…
The light tube turned up and I can now see what I’m doing in the kitchen.
The results of the mammogram turned up and ‘show nothing suspicious’ so I am delighted to be another year free from cancer. Four years now, so looking good!
Had my eyes tested again and will have to have new glasses as my eyes have changed again since the cataracts were removed last year. Two new pairs cost me a bloody fortune too, but I was assured that my eyes should settle down now.
No improvement in the brain /inspiration department, but at least I am trying to find a way around it. I mean, everything else seems to be on the up…
©Jaye Marie 2020
Glad your mammogram was clear. New glasses will make a difference too.
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I hope so, as my head feels weird…
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I am so happy things are starting to move in the right direction for you. With everything looking up, inspiration is sure to follow. I am sending good thoughts your way. ❤
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I can feel something in the air, a little lightening?
Maybe 2020 will be a good year after all…
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You know a good thunderstorm has a way of clearing the air, and the world feels fresh and new. Chinese New Year is Jan 25 the year of the Rat who represents the beginning of a new day, wealth and surplus.. Keep thinking those good thoughts.
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Can’t stop now anyway, I like it!
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Everything’s coming up roses, as it says in the song…Great news. And it’s still only January! x
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Good to hear that the results were clear x
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Thank you, Sue… I can stop thinking about it now… until next year…
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Every yearclear is a gift xx
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You bet!
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It’s the little things that feel like a ‘death by a thousand cuts’ isn’t it? … glad to hear you’ve whittled away quite a few of them though. 🙂
We’re both having quite a battle to get going too. I’m blaming it on the weather, literally. No sun, of any note, since late November. It’s not just the ‘no sun’, of course, but that’s a big part of it.
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So glad I’m not the only one. There does seem to be a brake on everything…
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Weird, huh? … maybe it’s that we’ve entered not just a new year, but a new decade … personally, I’m just going to blame the weather! 😀
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Always a safe bet…
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🙂
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