How has 2019 been for you?
I have been doing more thinking than doing this week, about how long I have been on this planet.
I have seen the end of 74 years and looked forward to 75 New Years in my time. I think this means that I have lived through 7 centuries!
Bloody hell, no wonder I feel so old!
I love the thought of starting a brand-new century but can’t help feeling it will feel very odd at first. I always have trouble getting the date right, so not expecting any change there.
I normally give a lot of thought to all those New Year plans and promises but for some reason, I have been dragging my heels. I have spoken on here about some of the things I want to do but my heart hasn’t really been in it.
I have been feeling far more tired than usual, so yesterday, when my batteries failed quite dramatically, and I literally had to sit down step down. I am back on my feet today but think I need some of those strong batteries. You know the ones I mean, with that crazy bunny dashing around, like an idiot!
All joking aside, I don’t like feeling I’m too old to keep up and the thing is, I can’t tell if things are getting harder, or if I am becoming less able to cope.
Some serious thinking will need to be done eventually to figure out if there is a way forward, maybe in some lesser degree.
Everything seems to be getting more complicated and there’s not much I can do about that, and this is where being stubborn really pays dividends…
Are you looking forward to the new century, or do you have misgivings too?